Tomorrow...

Tomorrow I drive up to Placerville and pick up my grandma. I have no idea how long she is going to stay with me but I am glad she is coming!
I am incredibly blessed to be able to have this time to spend with her. I guess I lucked out that she had her children young and my mother had hers very young.
(I figured I better be nice and calm today since yesterday I had a rant LMAO)

Ahem...
I think we will probably head over to Santa Cruz beach to look around and I know we will go to the cemetery. Other then that I have no plans. I still need to look for a job while she is here. And can I just tell you right now I am so discouraged. I am at that place again where you feel like you are sending your resume out into la la land and no one is looking at them. I have almost been off work a year here. Ok July will make a year but still! I am so freaking frustrated.
Oops... getting ranty... shhhhhh

AHEM.....
I spent today cleaning up her room and washing her bedding. I also went to costco and bought a few things we needed and grandma wanted me to bring up catfood and dog bisquits so I got those too.
We will be coming back on Sunday.

Roger Water tickets go on sale in two weeks. WOOT!!! I cannot wait to see the wall tour. I am so excited about it.


AND
My Sharks are doing pretty good in the playoffs so far. They won the first series and have won game one of the second series. Nothing is as exciting as playoff hockey lol.

And I must admit... I do love me some Goalie lol
The next game in the series is on Sunday so I get to watch it with Grandma... I wonder how she will like it LMAO!!!

Talk to you all later :)

You know what sucks?

Last night I was so freaking excited! I hopped in the car with Sazy and we headed off to the Sharks playoff game. We arrived early and grabbed some food and made our way to our seats.
No this isn't the part that sucks by the way.
When the game started it was incredibly energy filled. I felt like an overexcited child with sensory overload.

the lights were down. The crowd was wild. It was freaking awesome! They gave us towels to wave.

The entire stadium was waving those flags.
They had giant inflatable sharks that flew around.

The other team scored. BOO!!
Then we scored! WOOO HOOO!!!!
Then with less then a minute to go... they scored. That sucked.. but not what sucked according to my title lol.
After driving home and taking a shower I hopped into bed. Because we were going to a Sharks game I drank soda after 3pm. See 3pm is my cut off for caffeine if I want to sleep. In fact I had a monster soda at the game.
So there I was laying in the bed at 10:30 with my eyes wide open. The combo of being over stimulated plus caffeine had me laying their until 11:30 before getting up to take a sleeping pill. There was no way in hell I was going night night without that pill.
So... I laid there. And laid there. And laid there.
This is the part that sucks by the way.
I waited for that sleeping pill to take effect. But caffeine is a mean ass. It wins over a sleeping pill as I found out last night.
Let's just say that it was a long long time until I finally fell asleep.

I am heading off to Grandma's tomorrow night. WOO HOO Grandmas!

AND!!!!

I got my unemployment back! YAY ME!!! I got the first check today since I was laid off. I can't even tell you what a freaking relief that was.

Very Excited about tonight!

I am off to see a Sharks hockey playoff game. WOOT!!!

I spent the day today grabbing some stuff to take to grandmas this weekend. She sent me a letter asking me to go to Macy's and grab some face cream. $45 bucks for freaking face cream. Seriously WTF. I can't imagine spending that on cream for my face.

AND!!!!! Roger Waters of Pink Floyd fame announced The Wall tour!! I am so freaking going in December! I about peed my pants when I saw that he was coming and doing the wall. WOO FREAKING HOO!

I don't have much time but I wanted to post a little on here today lol.

And... we are really talking about Mexico in December. Enough to decide we would get a balcony this time because it is so much cheaper. Another cruise would be so exciting. I guess I would need a dress that fits lol

Let's get a little more happy here ok?

Remember the hockey game I went to last week. (WOO HOO HOCKEY!!!)
I wore my jersey.....Over a sweater.....


Yup that created the OMG what a little head you have syndrome. I look like a linebacker. *snort....
I wouldn't change a thing either.

I have been seriously thinking of dying my hair dark brown. Kind of this color...
(random internet picture)

But every time I find myself in front of the dye section at the store I get a mental picture of this.....

and I wonder if it is just my mental self trying to become something else to hide from everything that has been happening lately. Dark brown is my natural color though. The honey HATES my natural color. He prefers the color I am right now. But I need change.

I also need a damn hair cut. Except the lady who does my hair and has done my hair for the past 15+ years is up by my grandmothers. I have been really really tempted to go to one of those supercut places. But I am kind of scared I will end up looking really strange because in my head those cheap places are where the people who don't know how to cut hair go. I don't want to look like this.....


And to be honest I really don't feel like hopping in that stupid car of mine and playing the whole starting roulette.

Anywhoooooooooo....

I will let you all (who ever reads this!) know what I choose to do and if I choose to do it lol.

You know I love Hockey

I do! There is something so exciting about walking into an arena that is bursting with energy. There is a natural high that you get. I went last Saturday and got a surprising offer to go again tonight. I can't wait. I feel lucky that my city has it's own hockey team.

The honey has decided that we are both on diets. I am not sure when it became his choice as to when I should lose weight. But he does need to lose a bit so I will go along with it for a while I suppose. But I am not calling it a diet. Blick.

I sent out a few resumes today and yesterday I actually got my first response back from someone. It was this position has been filled but still it made me feel like hey people are actually getting my resumes. lol.

I have things to do but I hadn't blogged yesterday and wanted to at least blog a bit today so here it is. I look forward to sitting and writing tomorrow. But now I have to get ready for a hockey game. WHOOO HOOO

It's HOCKEY TIME!!!!

I am so excited. I am off to my first hockey game of the year on Saturday.


There is something so exciting about walking into the arena. The energy level in that place pours into your pores and makes you light up.
You have to get there early to watch this!



There is nothing more ummmm interesting to watch then a goalie warming up. The moves and positions that they put their body into make your heart start pounding.

Then they start to play.



Go get um Boys!!!!

So Saturday.... It's HOCKEY time BABY!!!!!!